What a Wonderful Day. Happy Fathers Day
Its really nice spend time with those who really do enjoy your company.!!!I do love the Normal Loving Family I am Marrying into. Beats our really messed up family by a long shot...DISFUNCTIONAL RING ANY BELLS!!!!Sure does with me..
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dysfunctional or not..your family still loves you.
At times it really does not feel like it. More times then not I find myself weeping over family garbage, that should not have been. Up-bringing does have alot to do with it. In the coping mode of it all. And why one would be treated so badly and one so great, I would like to know why I am left out of both parents favored eye!! The father is Tammy and Jim, while The mother is Timber and Rob. So where does that leave me??? No where.. I AM THE RED SHEEP OF MY FAMILY..(red cuz my hair is not black) And always have been.
i don't see that changes any time soon. Sorry reality bites..
Scratch ya later
That doesnt mean I like it any better. I dont like the way you and I are treated differently it really pisses me off. I dont want a present while my sister doesnt get one! I dont like being considered a favorite while my sister stands on the sidelines waiting for some kind of recognition what kind of parent is that anyway? I have no answers only this: I love you regardless of BOTH of our parents who only show affection to their favorites.
I do love each of my sisters and each of my brothers,as well as my loser parents. I just feel at times I am not loved, or lovable within my family. And when I go the Al's side of the family, they always want my side of the story, or how I feel about this or that, or what my thoughts are before they do any kind of decisions, Which I am starting to love being part of that, that is what I don't have in my family. 4th of July, Al's dad is making plans to do somethings, BBQ and some fireworks, with others coming over to see us. My family Go to dads maybe? Not me I just don't wish to do alot of working (cleaning making food and listening to crap) until my older sister get there and then everything is ok, with what she wants to do. Dad will only eat Tammy's food and not even try what I have made. Same crap year after year, I just really want something better out of day's that are called Holiday's. Maybe even start my own thing going on, on Holiday's. This don't not mean I don't love my family cuz I do, It just means I want something different on what Family time is meant for. And I don't think I should have to say I'm sorry for the way I feel about Family time together. If I have offended anyone SORRY..
I totally understand you wanting something better, and I am not offended because that is so messed up that he treats you so crappy. I think its rotten of him to only eat my food, you are such a good cook! I dont know what to say abou this behavior oh yes I do its bad behavior same as moms and they will never change either thats the sad part. You deserve better go for it with Als family!
I just want to say I do love you. And I do want to have our sister time, you know we can always do something. Or go somewhere and I don't want you to think I want to delete everyone, cuz I don't. I just want to start some things new for Holidays. Seems Holidays are very hard on me cuz of these so called parents. I think they have lost their enjoy to life. And I think mostly I look like HER (mother) dad treats me badly,
(takes it out on me)And some how its ok for him. I just say enough, I feel I need more of a father daughter relationship then what I have with him. There is no love to our's. and you are right there will never be one. Just like with our mother. She can deny all she wants to I was still raped by her men, and she still told me to go get the toy from those men. And how can she not do something about me being raped up-stairs at Charlie Reeds house while she sat there. I was scramming at the top of my lungs. And to tell her about it and all she did was throw pads at me, while I stood there bleeding. 5 years old. Yeah I know what happened, but she denies it all. Guess everyone knows I lying about it...Cover your ass is her motto. And everyone wonders why I want nothing to do with her. Guess they never lived that one. Keep your daughters from her. Glad I never had girls.
You have earned the right to feel the way you do. At this point in life you need happiness and a loving relationship and Im thankfull for Al and his family to fill your emptiness, its everything you deserve to have in a man, someone who continually treats you the way you needed to be treated all these years. You go girl!
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